The Legitimate Dictionary

thoughts: hi last one.

2010-10-11T12:55:00.000-07:00

i. am. done. with. blogging.

this blog will still be around as an incase.

here's a few people i wanna thank. my readers.

wei jian

yit yee

chun kiat

gapnap.

hahaha 4 only. worthwhile worthwhile.

see you around in your blogs.

music: is crabcore bigger than just attack attack!?

2010-10-01T00:06:00.001-07:00

holy fuck i thought it was a one band thing.

the word alive practices it too no way! yea in boredom mode again

thoughts: time and haiz

2010-08-17T16:21:00.000-07:00

hi. i'm tired. its 7 am. not that i couldn't sleep its just that i'm too hungry to fall asleep. so i went downstairs and ate some hi fibre crackers and hi protein milk to kill my starvation. also its a good choice of meal for my diet where i am constantly trying to cut my body fat. so yea i'm pretty much waiting for the crackers uh remainings or melted dough to not get stuck in my teeth so that i can go back to bed again. yea i know. i could've brushed my teeth. i DOWAN!
ps. i'm pretty tired so i don't exactly know what i exactly wrote and i'm too lazy to edit my shit.

so yea i wanna talk about things that turns the shit out of me off. actually i could just think bout two things. time and internet words. lets get on with time first. the thing about me is that, i'm sort of a rpetty punctual guy. and when it comes down to time management, i pretty got myself in pretty good shape here. i'll get my shit done no matter what, i'll reach places in a certain given time that i say i would, i wouldn't give uncertain answers if there's no assurance regarding an outing and yea time related stuff on most account. so yea i am pretty turned off whenever people just not showing up on time. thats the shit that i hate the most. I HATE WAITING. I ALWAYS DOES! i got tons of patience in a lot of stuff and yea i don't mind waiting if its like 10 minutes to 20 minutes. but sometimes, some people have the courtesy to just delay their arrival for one and sometimes 2 fuckin hours! what happened to yea i'll see you in a while. does in a while means 1 hour? its drives me mad whenever your just chilling at wherever your ass is at and just waiting. and its very disruptive towards conversation flow and your own concentration. coz you all you'll ever do is that, turning your head to a particular direction and constantly hoping that man faster show up la. i always think to myself especially being a business student, man if this is a contract signing session, you'll fucking blew it man. yea i understand there are some circumstances that might be applicable to the delay but yea i'm tired now, so i'll say this....NO TOLERANCE!!!1!!

another thing that i can't stand is people with the word haiz on the internet. FUCK THAT SHIT. FUCK IT GAO GAO. people who uses haiz to me just sounded like losers man. there's this one particular girl where she was having exam and she says something like haiz exam. and then holiday comes shes likes haiz nothing to do. FUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! man i sort of have the tendency to deal my problems if its with a girl by forcing her to bend over and just humping the sense out of her. must see face first. so yea thats about it. goodnighte.

thoughts:application for immigrant visa and alien registration

2010-08-15T12:40:00.000-07:00

thoughts:2 awesome guys

2010-08-06T10:56:00.000-07:00

i've been writing a lot of shit lately and i've sort of finish writing whatever that i'm supposed to write. well thats because i've been into so many shit lately. can't say its negative or positive. it is sort of both. and by shit i don't mean only problem, some are good experiences too. i mean those shit are accumulation of feelings, transfers, separation, examination, people and etc. i kinda got a lot to swallow in these days. but the good thing is that, i'm shutting them out one by one and i'm a free man. so it kinda gave me a clearance to just try something new. and i tried something new yesterday.s omething that i had never done before. and thats socialization with someone who is already working and drinking beer in a place where there's great performers. it was like after slash concert and we kinda hit it at some bar in tropicana mall call artista.

it was my first time and fuck it was fuckin awesome. drinking some beer that i'm new to called killkenny and listening to these two performers who are father(lolen) and son(musa). now the highlight of the night wasn't slash's concert to me. i was personally touched by them. by their story. they are one of the most wonderful people i've ever met man. very humble rockers. and let met tell you why.....

so we went there, and then these two performers who are strictly acoustic performers were performing a series of classic rock stuff. their main genre is that and man they play so fucking good acoustics man. they kinda wanna be labelled as just pure acoustics. both of them are thin, and they have that rock and roll hair and they are really good. and me not being in the scene i would have no idea what kinda person they really are. so they took a break, and then the father came over and shook my hand and so did the son. i was like oh cool. i didn't know he actually came and did that. and then they just sat down with us and we drink beer and we talk. its so fucking cool, all 5 of us plays the guitar and all 5 of us are so understanding on where we came from in terms of music.
one of the things we talk about is that, fuck if you talk about classic rock and playing just pure guitars, all they will say is just that its noise and shit. its horrible. play something like gaga or something. lolen is a funny guy man he was talking to me so fuckin close to my face which i'm cool wiht it, but then it became even more weird when he speaks directly to my ear. oh he was aweosme. he told me, not to give up in rock and roll man. to play the guitar you gotta play from the heart and soul. oh it was awesome man. never had a rocker touched me so much before. no homo. musa on the other hand is only fuckin 19 years old and both of them are like shredding with acoustics man. thats fucking hard. its just fuckin hard. learn a lot of shit with stage fright through his tellings.

now the awesome part besides teh performance is that, man the dad is like trying hard to land a deal for his son who is still young. they ain't got no stereo at home. dad been jobless for6 years because all he ever did and wanan do is just to be an entertainer. and the guy who went with us has a studio as part of the company. and the dad was just trying to do all he can for his son. to make him have a better future. he said he can be a sessionist and his son can be the star. he needs an opportunity. and its a fucking tough world. no father would wanan see his son to go through what he goes through. another tough part of the business that edmund the guy who has the studio strongly beleives they are talented and they are really good. classic rock and all but then if you wanan make it in the business, then you have to sell out. you gotta play pop rock, you gotta sacrifice your image and you gotta go clean if you wanna go mainstream. thats the difference between what you like and what other people like.

and thats the first time i get a first hand view on doing business in a casual environment. you gotta use your words carefully eventhough your half drunk. you can't give empty promises man. alright blogging this, i'm sort of tipsy. so i didn't exactly refine what i said. but overall those two guys are fuckin awesome.

thoughts:this is an appreciation post

2010-07-11T10:20:00.000-07:00

yeap this post is another me being confused and shit post......yea if you..yes you....you there been reading my blog for soem time, you probably knew about the post where i talk about goin to the states after the pr approval bla bla bla. so yea here i am again. talking about it. whats with the repetition? well thats because in the previous post, a bunch of us from the Chew family only got approved and no decisions were made and this time around....some of the decisions are made....my family wasn't part of it......but we were about to and this is where i'm in a big ole dilemma again....

in just about 3 weeks later or something, probably less than 3, my cousin and his family plus an aunty will be flying over there for over one year just to be approved of being an american. in that period cousins would be studying and stuff like that you know just basically living the life there. no statements regarding the parents. so yea basically they are about to start college and school there. good for them. so basically they are still on the road towards determining the path to be taken. me? i'm at that divider right now man. i couldn't even see the road sign before i reach the turning. and now i'm like just standing right in front of that divider not knowing where to go.

my dad, mom and i are taking a 1 year of extension and really, all eyes are on me because my folks are just doing this for me. my sister used to be a part of this but she passed that age limit and she's forfeited so yea now its all depending on me. going there is a means to developing my future. and we're takign that extension due to the period of me finishing college which falls within that one year. by the time i finishes i'll still be eligible and valid to move over and that is what i'm thinking so much now...look i finished my college...whcih means the path of starting my life as a full adult is taking off. and i just need to be there for one year to be verified as an american. then this gives me two choices of country to settle down. look its not like i'm hating that i have to leave and all, its sort of like a love hate kinda thing you know.... i know i'm still young and i tell myself that...i need to go over.....

so that one year, what can i do? should i just waste my time and try to do something that i used to thought impossible? maybe getting into mainstream music? lol... or get into the acting industry....wo not bad oh suddenly i'm like another michelle yeoh.....suddenly you walk passed the mall and see my huge face with small eyes plastered onto the wall...*i'm just fantasizing okay?!*i don't know man... i just don't know...how am i gonan make friends anywyas? i'm not belonging in a community man...no school no college....i suppose i can just walk up to a street and say hi to random people......the confusion......the uncertainty...i don't even know what am i writing. i'mt hat confused....

i guess moving over there for a minimal period of 1 year is inevitable since i kinda wanna go there....and this brings me to the main point of this post eventhough its kinda short for being the gist....i appreciate so many people now. specifically people....my close ones...the one that i'm cherishing now.....the people that i don't get to meet often....owh man....wilson,chor yuen,kin yew...looks like i'm the scropion when the time comes.....everyone needs to pick that title up.owh man..i dunno what to say...i just wanna go out...but owh man your busy with your work, your busy with your assignment, your busy with cooking....i know there's like still one year...man this sucks...and i'm like cherishing this one person i had so much fun with right now...man i've never written and emo post before.....not emo now just a lil confused...i am literally trap in this quicksand whcih slowly sucks me in and i'm not even resisting it....i'm not seeing this from a good light..

thoughts: blinded by recognition

2010-06-20T04:18:00.000-07:00

so yea it was father's day today and my family and i had celebrated that yesterday but still we went out again today to like you know just hang out and have some family time. so as usual being the youngest and usually have less power in a conversation (when your the youngest you can only be a supporter in conversations and hardly the trigger. that kinda sucks but oh well)so i'll usually listen only. well i had my ipod with me but it was a small car and i could hear what they were saying. so the conversation is about my dad wanted to go watch prince of persia at MBO in desa petaling. and both of my sisters who are the reason why i blog about this post responded with reasons that i think is legitimately dumb.

see my two sisters unlike me, gives way too much shit on brands, what other people think, very want face those type of people and you know basically blinded by materializm, recognition, brands you know those qualities of show off. and here's some of the reasons they say...."wah if people see me at there, i will very no face", "isn't midvalley closer ?(compared to desa petaling when we are living in seri petaling","i rather spend 12 bucks just to see a movie at a better cinema" and etc. now here's the thing they have never been to MBO and they are judging the book by its freaking goddam cover. i mean really? spending 12 bucks for the same movie while you can spend 9? its not bout the money comparison but its more towards teh logic .even i've not been there. so why not try it? what is so painful in trying new things?

so one of my sister went and we walked in. bounded by her stereotypical judgment on how the book's content is based on its cover, she was silent by the actual place is. yea sure there's like 10% of room for complain but hey i fell in love with that place man. i think its the perfect place to go to during the weekdays and i've never wanted to watch movies so much eversince today. and btw prince of persia is 5stars to me. fucking awesome. whats more awesome is that,in that cinema, only 10 people were occupying it. so think bout weekdays!!!!have to go back there. and its cheap too.

ok back to the topic. yea i can't stand some people who are not rich but tries to pretend to be rich by "oh i only go to this place, oh i can only go to these kinda stalls". i mean like really? are you serious? i mean hey my family is not uber rich neither were poor but still i'm sort of disgusted by these people behave at times. not pissed but disgusted. so have any of you 3 to 1 readers encounter people like these? even those people that likes to say oh i was in this club at that time, i was in that event (when they are not!!!)

note* lazy to edit my grammar and whatever. wants to haz dinnaz

music: NIGHTMARE~~~~~

2010-06-18T22:52:00.001-07:00

temporarily, i'm quite busy. so this is what i give ya.

video: thats what i call putting up a show!

2010-06-08T01:51:00.000-07:00

watch the drummer. now that's SICKNATURE MOVE!!!!

thoughts: book smart/street smart

2010-06-05T21:54:00.000-07:00

a couple of days ago i had a serious talk with wilson regarding...the future. it wasn't like any other conversation topics that both he and i usually talk about. and that midnight thinking has gotten serious. we were talking bout business. doing business that is. he went for a drink with the head of gsc i think. some big shot guy in gsc and he asked, so "mr. XXX how did you start out this franchise cinema company at first when there are some competitors that are bigger than you are?" and mr. XXX replied "wilson.....in this world is whether you have the balls to fail or not" or in cantonese because thats what he said (tai lei shi hmm shi tak hei mou) and suddenly i had an awakening. i opened my eyes.

i told wilson, not many people in the business course will actually want to start up a company. i don't know whats the reason but i guess maybe the depth of our studies has actually frighten us to even go through all these lengthy process to set up one. but i also have to bear in mind, everything starts small. and i've been actually thinking bout it even before he and i had this talk. and after the "talk", i've decided to offer my services of teaching guitar to high school kids when my holidays takes off.

i think if you relate guitar to business in terms of the debate of book smarts or street smarts, its pretty similar. you have one guy who has no formal working experience who just graduated from college with a business degree. he knows WHY things are run this way and that way. he got the theory goin on for him. he has that educational guidance and benefit. he doesn't need to learn things fully the hard way as he went through 4 years of theoretical understanding when it comes to opening a business. but he don't know HOW things are run. thats his flaws eventhough he will learn and pick things fast.

and then you got the other guy who has no formal tertiary education background but started working as soon as he comes out of high school. and he either climb his way to the ladder in a company, or he opens up a business himself. he knows HOW things are run after being in the field for quite a while and he probably need to learn it the hard way. with no guidance and only the internet and his friends to rely on. or even cheap seminars. his mistakes give him harder remembrance as lessons learned compared to reading why companies failed in books. but he might not necessarily know WHY things are run. he might know one aspect is done like this but he might not know the other aspects that can be linked to higher success.

now if you relate this to guitar....personally yea, i still suck a lot in guitar, in trying to be a shredder. but i'm also a pretty alright as a mediocre guitarist that can help new guitarist to pass my standards. i know nothing bout music theory and everything all these time signature or etc etc. i don't know. but if there's one thing i know , i learned and i experienced in guitar is that, i self learned it and with the help of some of my friends like chun kiat, randall, wei loong and others(i think thats it)i think i'm doin pretty fine. i've got my hard lessons learned that is in my brain. and personally in terms of guitar, i'm a street smart. still a learning street smart and this is what i'll be teaching to people who wants to play guitar but only songs they like and not musical theories.

i tried taking up lessons when i was 14, classical guitar lessons and frankly it was horrible and it was boring. it was nothing that i wanted to play and it is not even a fraction of what i love at all. i like electric but all i have was a classical that time. so after a month i quit guitar until 6 years later or so when i was reintroduce to guitar through chun kiat. and i was learning it the hard way but its what i love doing. i like practicing the enter sandman riffs or the seven nation army solo....everything is what i like playing. and yea there are some pros and cons towards my approach of teching people this way. like some will say its not the proper way of learning guitar. but i would firmly believe that its easier to learn theory when you got the skills to play it. also, your playing what you love. nothing beats that.

thoughts: group assignments.

2010-05-30T07:53:00.000-07:00

i'm left in waiting mode for i think 45 minutes so i decided to blog about group asisgnment which i am doing right now. i guess for anyone of you whoever work with anybody at all which you obviously did by now will definitely recognize that in any particular group, there will be one that stops the track. there will be one that is held under the captivity of negativity(lolol reference from t-bag). hence lets just put it direct coz its my blog. there will be one that is fucked up.

i had this conversation with a white boy named kin yew and he told me that in his experience in his college group assignemnts, he has this one friend that sticks to him. ps. its a code in life where you must have something sticking to you in order to lean on. ok so anyways he told me yea he's cool together, in class were together but really in terms of working with him, he's horrible man. first of all he's not fluent in writing and really he's just a burden.so i ask him what he did? did he tell him? well he wanted to but eventually he kinda pity him coz he has nobody and etc etc. and he's a nicer guy than i am.

this is the problem with college assignments man. you just had this one bad group mate that you don't want to stick around and really my requirements is not too high for a group mate you know. if you can work and write and be able to contribute then yea. but if you don't, what good are you? its not some kinda company where there's hr department and shit and its not like being the leader of an assignment gives you the power to fire off someone. no you can't. and telling to lecturer will totally not work. coz they are sort of the client and they don't and do not need to care what shit goes off behind the curtain. and this is the problem that i'm having. (i didin't tell the lecture. thats a loser move)

so what happens if you tell that person off? are you gonna live your college life in lesser comfort? coz lets be honest, friction is bound to occur if you would've ditch that person. its sort of like "hey we can be friends but we can't work together" i mean yea i would do that but its sort of revolving people around you and you don't want them to go to college feeling uncomfortable. i mean i would fuck it but still a certain amount of ease will definitely be gone. and next year is my final year...and i think i'm ready to do whatever it takes just to get what i want and what i don't want...coz i'm just that kinda person.

thoughts: people with music

2010-05-17T05:36:00.000-07:00

this post generally divides people who listens to music into two categories.... rock(rock metal, hard shit you know) and pop (those sad love songs and sadder content songs).there's a special friend of mine who made a comment similar to this saying, if i listen to more of those heavy music, it could make me more hot tempered, increase high blood pressure, you know basically leading to more messed up scenarios. and i beg to differ and this is where the post starts....*rock music playing da da da da da dam dam da du du du du du deeeeeee(pinch harmonics)(can you tell thats the new avenged sevenfold song that is coming out along with the album?)

i would totally think that this post is written from a non-buyers perspective. trust me...my fellow readers....trust me. i would love to begin with rock.one general perception over this genre of music is that its noise. and that bugs the shit out of me each time when i ask or people ask me bout rock music from the pop world. "its noisy" NO its not. do you even have ear? your not supposed to listen to only the singer's voice man. but everything as a whole. and if you would take that in, you would find its a pretty good tool to release your anger. stress whatever shit you know. now rock music imo totally lets a person have their own private time to like you know"fuck this shit". let every anger or emotion that you have out. and usually its only that time where you could see us people having that attitude. i think we are generally the more calmed and seeing things from a logical perspective instead of getting emo-ed up person. its only this genre that provides you lines like "we're all gonna die, so lets get high"," i was told to stay away, those two words i can't obey" you know and etc etc etica.

now if we move towards the other side, pop, usually, music listeners of genre prefer more ballad stuff. and hey i love ballads too. it sounds good and all. but really this genre and this type of music really makes you emo-ed up even more. i would say listening to more of these sad love songs, makes you sad even more, get frustrated over little things that don't really matter much and you know.....drama. the word sums everything up. as much as i love carrie underwood, damn most of her songs are like saying how could you treat me this way, or the korean song, i'm so stupid. those songs are nice, but it really makes a person even more messed up than ever. alright think bout this, you got one person that listens to "dear, am i not good enough for you?" and then you got the otherside world that has this"honey your not that good for me". and whats worst is that, when pop songs write something that cheers themselves up, it always seems horrible for the guys. like..big girls don't cry. can you imagine that shit if a guy sings that song? the song is nice but its really not for the dudes. even if its backstreet boys who are singing songs like that.

to conclude, i can't see anyone who listens to rock shit gets more emo or messed up than people who listens to pop. and yet we(heavy music listeners) are dubbed the trouble ones. say what?that makes no sense. in the scenario of us rocking out , pop listeners amplified their emoness when they are listening to their songs. and then it take them exceptionally long to wake up from it. and maybe someone write songs like "i will survive" then only they wake up....and then only they know.

thoughts: 21st birthday.

2010-05-11T12:01:00.001-07:00

thats it. no more a(udio)logs. fuck that shit. anyways... whats the big deal with people and their 21st birthdays? note that i don't mean to talk bad about anyone who might be having thier own 21st birthday and etc. i mean practically everybody talks bout doing something huge on their 21st birthday? why 21st? is it because you reach adulthood thats why it calls for a bigger celebration? is it because you get the key in life? well personally from my non partying lifestyle ways, i think 21st birthday shouldn't be about having lots of people eating with you and dancing towards pitbulls horrible shitty single and yea other stuff like getting drunk. tell you the truth, i never throw a single party in my life so far. i'm just not too into that. but really, its like the next day you wake up after your big ole party, what are you gonna do? its just gonna be an ordinary day. posting pictures on facebook...replying shitty comments on facebook, dota etc etica etica. heck you haven't even finish college by then so really whats the point?

now there's a reason why i'm writing this. there's always a reason and there's always something to write. yea i'm not talking bout people shouldn't throw parties or its lame to think of something big because your hitting 21. i'm just writing this because i'm having pressure from people around me who are turning 21. all of them are like making it big like its their sweet 16 parties. even my best friend told me he wants to do something big like playing guitar in front a bunch of people and i gotta do it with him. i was like wo wo wo..its not a wedding. its just your 21st time being reborn again into the nightmare of aging. quite frankly if and when people ask me , so hey vincent what you plan to do on your 21st birthday? i'll say...whatever(fullstop)and yea people who bring their parties into a club and getting wasted? brilliant. thats how you celebrate birthdays!

also. whats with chinese people and casinos? i'm telling you man in life (in malaysia) no matter who you are or what you are, your bound to hear this."i'm gonna go to genting's casino on my 21st birthday". what is so magical bout that place that almost every single fucking chinese wants to go there when they hit double decades and a 1? i just don't get it. what kinda word of mouth marketing scam did lim go tong figured out before he opened that place? "hmm i'm gonna slowly spread the word that its a custom to go to genting's casino when they are 21 and "win" some money"....""of course its ME who is WINNING.....HAHAHHA(evil laugh)"...*pray to those little ghost underground*.whatever it is he's a genius to trick young minds into giving him some greens.

so i wanna know...what did you do for your 21st birthday or what are you gonna do for your 21st birthday?

thoughts:kick ass

2010-04-29T08:43:00.001-07:00

instead of writing i decided to speak...again

i would totally go watch this movie again if someone picks me up on a given time that is according to my schedule.

thoughts:i'ma guitarist...

2010-04-23T08:58:00.000-07:00

instead of writing, i decided to speak.

this is still a test..

video:booty fairy!

2010-04-22T10:41:00.000-07:00

ive been very lazy in blogging. so this is what i give ya.

also looks like its the time of the season again for me to post AN RKO A DAY!!!! which means i'm just doin it for myself only and only for myself to watch.

shorts:hotels and wrestling?

2010-04-17T13:01:00.000-07:00

i was just talking to yit yee about potential industries to work on for an assignemnt. i was checking out the mohegan sun resort which leads em to goin to this website. now the weird thing is that when i saw the front page where it says "a world at play"...notice something weird? or funny?why the fuck is the picture of chris jericho giving the original walls of jericho to rey mysterio? i can't see the logic.

they're not from vegas,
none of them are original americans,
they don't do broadway like celine dion,
they're not too good looking,

tell me why?

shorts:my ass is burning man.

2010-04-17T07:05:00.000-07:00

well this is a new label to help me express my short personal views which i don't feel like blogging. so basically these are my lazy post.

i exercise. now i feel tired.my ass feels like i'm goin to explode

wrestling:FIREBALL FIREBALL OMG!

2010-04-14T12:12:00.000-07:00

taht should be the undertaker's finisher. something like what tajiri had with his green mist.

music::yes. justin bieber.

2010-04-14T09:46:00.000-07:00

i gotta explain why am i posting this. i'm bored recently(again). and you know sometimes boredom gives you easy acceptance towards a certain things(attack attack!) just to get entertain for that few minutes before returning to your own boredom routine again. and you know you can't stick to one genre all the time so you gotta like chill down at times and listen to other shit.

reason why i like this song was .i was bored. i saw some parody which got me hooked and i eventually like this song. so...ROCK ON!

1.01 mark - is he touching her boobs? i wonder.
1.58 mark - EPIC DANCE MOVE. EVAR!

i wonder why songs like these always have the music video plot like after a series of dancing and walking around, the dude gets the chick.

thoughts:price,quality, and quantity on food.

2010-04-12T04:38:00.000-07:00

kam tze, if your reading this, this is something similar to your quantity or quality post.

i wanna talk about the quantity over quality in terms of food. here's the thing, [note:i'm speaking from a pretty general perspective] i'm sure everyone knows that high class places like maybe some restaurant in kl maybe say porkalicious?offers great quality food , service etc. the food quality as in it taste good, its unique, its something special that only this place offers. but the thing is...its just too fuckin little. i'm a dude that loves to eat man. and trust me, i eat a lot. and when restaurants like these charges so fuckin much for so little, it made me think, if i'm paying [which i'm not], will i get satisfied? truly the answer i mean MY answer is no. i could not stand a fuckin 300 bill for over something that i couldn't get really full with. and the thing about these restaurants that offers quality over quantity food takes their own time like they fuckin own the time machine but they don't. it takes like what 45 minutes for the next dish to come? that's bullshit man. so at the end of that night in porkalicious, kl ... food is great, but i'm not satisfied. part of that was contributed with, terrible noise of plates breaking, annoying happy birthday songs, and long waits in between dishes. but the most important thing of the dissatisfaction is.... HIGH PRICE...SMALL QUANTITY....[note that this post might not apply to specifically you, chun kiat.. since you practically don't eat but oh well] [lets just forget bout rent and etc also]

and then now we look at the quantity perspective. well personally you already know that i eat a lot. but at the same time i demand good food. and lets just say my taste buds are like commoners. i like mamak,hawker stalls,high class restaurants, fusion, western, chinese, pasar malams etc etc etc. the thing bout these food unlike high class places, is that it offers the right quantity at a specific price that is worth it. now the quality might not be as good compared to higher class places, but it does certainly occupies every single room in your stomach and lets be frank, cheese naan is good isn;t it?or even ramli burger. [i seriously think ramli burger is nicer than most burgers in mcdonalds due to its juiciness.]. ok like say maybe you go to some place that offers small portion, but charges a lot, yea its good but its not fulfilling. then you come out from that restaurant and you walk by fatman steamboat and you grab all the sticks you want and no matter what, it will not be as expensive as 300 bucks but you get to reach the level of truly satisfied of what you just had. at least you know something is in your stomach. so it is sort of like this LOWER PRICE.....BIGGER QUANTITY... [note that lower price doesn't mean a reduction of quality. lots of places are cheap and nice too] [we are also ignoring the fact of difference in food genre]

so would you choose this and think bout this
....YOUR PAYING THE MEAL!

[the pictures are just representation of my point between price,quality and quantity.]

[whatever this is. price:[you can pay by credit card and you most probably need to if your not rich like me] [oh yea we are also assuming the fact that we all somehow stay in 2 storey house and no big big banglo oh..]

or would you get this? again your paying for the meal.

[kfc snack plate.price:11 bucks]

[the pictures are just representation of my point between price,quality and quantity.]

well the real question is....would you go for

HIGH PRICE, HIGH QUALITY,LOW QUANTITY?

OR

LOW PRICE,DECENT QUALITY, HIGH QUANTITY?

also i want you to think bout this. say lets just say you like this food which is priced reasonable and it taste good. after so many years of eating it and it remains the same, the food is suddenly raised in price and have gone through a slight reduction in its portion. tell me honestly, is the first thing that came to your mind, "the food doesn't taste as good as last time"? honestly...and this gotta be something you've been eating for a long long time. more than a year.

btw, one of the restaurants that i think is balanced in price, quantity and quality is chilis. love em.

thoughts: working hard/enough to live rich/average

2010-04-07T22:26:00.000-07:00

after a few days of all emo-ed on shawn michaels retirement, i'm back to write another post that i myself acknowledged as a real post. its just yesterday that i spoke to a good friend of mine, kat wai about the difference of

- working really hard to get rich to enjoy a realy good lifestyle (like semi-ds or banglos, latest toys, nice cars like maybe BMW, high end guitars,you get what i mean)
or
- just working enough to get a decent living because whats the point of working so hard when your not enjoying life?

(ok kat wai i know the sentences weren't like this last night, but this is a blog, i gotta at least
smoothen the sentence.) this is sort of a common issue that has people arguing around or debating, jsut basically talking bout it. here's a couple of answers which i receive from my friends and note that they are people around my age.

loanshark: just really harrd
sure really hard man
thts the way
ill chose this cause i love cash man

eddy: (his shit gets deeper and deeper and i couldn't include everything. you know americans likes to get more detailed than malaysians) (not saying anything bad bout you yea eddy)
i want to have a comfortable lifestyle
but i also want to feel like i am putting in effort to better myself, whether it be mentally,
or physically, or whatever
i think everyone likes to have a certain amount of money
and probably, with the path i'm taking, could make comfortable finances a reasonable goal

choi yin:i think i will work vry hard for few years to save a certain amount of money
after tat i will work normally

chor yuen: if im single..
nono..
cause if u don work now..
and earn more money
next time when u are old..
who want u o..

chen voon:chen voon says:
coz i Dun wan many $$$$
but lay on the bed in hospiTal
or cant bring any $$$$
when i die
vincent is 20 says:
what?
i tak faham la(i don't fuckin understand what your saying)

*only chen voon answers the second option, while the rest goes for the first one excepts for eddy who goes with the "it depends" kinda answer.

i know this question have very little justificaiton of how hard a person should work or how good is the good lifestyle means. i'm writing this because there's lack of justification in these sentences whenever people ask me this quesiton coz lets faced it, many people ask this question and also money can't buy everyting which i might blog later on. so anyways, its really about the degree or extent towards how hard you would want to work and to the extent of how much you want to earn. i think if money minded person would probably choose the first option coz i would assume they understand the value of money more and only money can buy things you wish to have right now. on the other hand, a few people have told me bout whats the point of working hard and not being to enjoy life as well? that kinda get me thinking also, which job is not hard geh? unless when you have to work maybe from monday till saturday,morning till midnight. if you are already working like this you probably would be in the first option already.(note that this doesn't count if you just started working)

well personally from a business student's perspective and seeing money is everything, i would say i would go with the first option. coz there's nothing better than being able to buy things you want whenever you wish to have it. but of course there would be price to pay and thats working hard for it. but if you think bout it, like what choi yin and chor yuen told me, working hard early gives you the right to retire early or working less harder in the future. so at the end of the day for me its better to work hard early when your young, you got not much commitments, so that you can buy shit in the future.(note that this doesn't apply when you say i work hard also no get rich. getting rich depends on luck also)

so...

WHAT WOULD YOU CHOOSE TO GET A GOOD LIFESTYLE?

working hard (like having little social life, constantly dealing with paper works and socializing just for the sake of moving forward, spending little time with your love ones, sacrificing the things you lik to do lik guitars and etc) to get a can buy everything lifestyle (tangible things yea,bitches don't reply me with shit like money can't buy love, appreciation, gratitude and etc.)

or

working enough(work for other people, have standard work time, gets paid averagely, doesn't involve politics to climb the ladder of success faster) to get a decent living which allows you to enjoy life in the moment.(like staying in trend, enjoying the latest things that came out, spending time with friends while were young and beautiful(rip off from carrie underwood).

note* i already tried to be as detailed i can be in the two sentences i proposed for you to choose. please don't be a dick and said something else i couldn't write on and because i'm too lazy to list down.

wrestling:shawn michaels

2010-04-05T05:19:00.000-07:00

another wrestlemania has come and go. the most anticipated match was the match of the night and no doubt be match of the year jsut liek las tyear. if you watch wrestlemania you'd know i'm talking bout shawn michaels vs. teh undertaker. i haven't been catching up the build up on raw so i have absolutely no idea its streak vs. career stipulation until after i was just holding the dvd at my couz place. well the match isn;t as good as last year but it sure is hell 5 stars. i was sort of in total distraction mode when i watch raw where hbk gave his farewell speech. kinda made me miss wrestling a lot suddenly.

on another note, randy orton has just became a babyface. proabbly bigger than john cena now.

oh man shawn michaels.....retired.....oh nooo

thoughts: my appraisal for lectures

2010-04-01T09:46:00.000-07:00

this post is just mainly for my coursemates...if they are reading this.
joanna's appraisal
joanna's appraisal

the sucky appraisal system which requires us to do 3 or 2 times of appraisal just to view the results.

thoughts: comments

2010-03-31T04:40:00.000-07:00

as a blogger, i guess the most looking forward to thing besides writing post and your etc etc, are comments. these things are the motivator for the blogger themselves to keep on writing and pushing the limits to squeeze the creativity juice out of the writer just to deliver another entertaining post. but then i guess sometimes, shit doesnt happens. good shit that is. i'm writing this not because i'm complaining that i have too little comments or sometimes no comment at all. while i appreciate the people that comment on my blog a lot(thank you so much for wasting time right here at this dict), i sometimes secretly in my heart wish that i don't see the dudes that always comment on my blog right after i publish the post. what i mean is that, sometimes you just want a comment from an unexpected reader that you never thought would read your blog. but then again i still get excited whenever i get some nice response.

i went off track, btw i'm writing this not because i'm complaining, i'm writing this is because....well really my blog is about putting the realization on life situations on WRITING. actually really this is what my blog is really about. the rock and wrestling thing is just my gimmick. like i would tell people my blog is about rock and wrestling. but really its mostly on thoughts. so lets go on. yea i'm writing this based on what i think is true in the real world for a number of people that goes through the same situation. and after writing it for like i dunno maybe some time and publishing it, you would wish to see comments that exceeds the number 10. but too bad, eventhough i got lots of friends even on my msn list, my blog still fail to generate comments more than blogs that is about their personal life. where they would pretty much start their post with....
____________________________________________________________________

HAIZ....TODAY I VERY SAD
WHAT HAPPENED AR?
WHY SHE DON'T UNDERSTAND MY LOVE WAN?
SOB SOB HAIZ.

posted by XXXX at 12.09 pm 20 comments.
_____________________________________________________________________

i guess most people are less interested on what you think rather than what you go through. i guess opinion-oriented blogs have a hard start at first. while i'm not trying to be anything big like kennysia or etc(eventhough i once told lamond that maybe i can be like kennysia..LOLZ LOLZ)i just don't feel like talking to the wall.
i want the world to know what i'm writing. but then again i believe blogging is like business as well. you just can't sell/write without doing any promoting or whatever to draw more people. i'll be too lazy to do that anyway just for my blog.

i had a conversation with ck one night along with wei jian and randall where slowhands told me he was quite dissapointed with the lack of response from people in his post about IF I WORK FOR JACK( link is right here http://reversedkyanon.blogspot.com/2010/03/if-i-worked-for-jack.html )that shit is really good. you should read it. anyways, he told me he placed a lot of effort in that shit but generate less response while another one of his post where he pour out less effort generates more comment. yea that kinda sucks a lil. maybe a lot.

so in conclusion.......please leave your comment or creative response...BELOW (rip off from ray william johnson)

thoughts:close of 2009 part 2

2010-03-21T12:32:00.000-07:00

continuation of part 1.

august
- i discover SKID ROW! the band that i listened the longest period compare to other bands to date. lasting 6 months long.
- thought my friend how to play happy birthday song. but he didint' play it eventually i think. made me realized something bout teaching guitar to non serious people. never teach em.
- a once good friend came back to hang out with us (my best friends and i). but then there's something up and i don't know what. he hangs out iwth us, and the enxt thing you know he doesn't wanna hang out with us. so i guess i can kinda say we lost a friend who says "either i'm in or i'm out". hmm i didin't know being in a group of friends need these acknowledgements. its not liek we're in band. one of the most fucked up shit ever.
- received pr to america. still considering. still have time.

september
- great birthday celebration for wilson that i thought its more of a celebration for four of us on our own.
- my favourite classic potong ice cream raised from 70 cents to 80 cents. BULLSHIT!
- tried dota for the first time. its rocket science.
- had a jamming session with bunch of form 4s. damn there's drums, bass, 2 guitars but no outcome. they just aren't serious bout it. so its pretty much a talk cock band. i joined in through my couzin as i'm having holiday and i'm bored. i quit the next day

october
- went to seremban for a drink at yee hong's borther's pub. chin tack had a rough night. chivas bottle to the mouth for four seconds. i know i couldn't do that especially for a first timer.
- had another terrible jamming session. god save me. i need help witht he jamming thing.
- attend all american rejects concert thanks to a friend of mine who gave me and my sis free tickets. they suck though. the guitarist bough out a flying v and i thought he was about to do some solos. manatahu he just do one simple pick slide only. cheh. and the girls and faggish boys cheered. even chun kiat could hear the awful piano solo. eventhough i have no musical theories or not much of a professional in music, i could still know what sucks and not. well the concert sucks. no encore chant some more. HAHAHA!!!!they came out unwantedly and didin't say anything like you want more?

november
- had a nice light drinking session for a lil mini chor yuen's birthday celebration. too bad we have to ciao early and go back to his house where i couldn't really generate much conversation topic that is not related to guitars. i actually don't like talking music much. not 24/7. 8/7 is also much already. but then again 3 of us are holding guitars at the same time so...

december
- china trip. SO AWESOME!!! i have fong mok after that which still bothers me till this day. btw i'm sick right now as i'm peeing through my anus and the fong mok came back even stronger than before. fuck. what the fuck is wrong. hong kong sucks though. boring place. the only fun i had was walking in tom lee music where i saw a couple of jackson flying v's that i love so much. walking out the store gave me depression as i really wanted to own it.
- was gta-ed in kuchai's kfc. ok its more liek my car got gta-ed(grand theft auto-ed) car window was broken and they stole two bags that has only notes. thiefs do not steal thick computing books.
- had birthday celebration for me and kin yew thanks to chor yuen and wilson. chilis was so damn nice!!!! so good that i want to try first ever chilis in malaysia. BANGSAR!. but then the fun stops there where we had the most frustrating night ever to get seats in cc. on a saturday. we three learn the lesson of not goin to dagei on saturday night anymore. we three as in not included kin yew. he still have not learned his lesson yet.
- acheived one year in playing guitar.

and thats pretty much about 2009. its been a pretty great year. i learned a few things, grow up along the process and had a lot of joy rides.

video:ironman 2

2010-03-19T07:54:00.000-07:00

one problem i have with comic book movies these days is the villain always seem to have some similarity with the hero (i'm talking bout the marvel side of movies and not dc). not that the problem is too big that it bugs me but then the first one we already have ironmonger. now were having a couple of similar bots which i've forgotten what the names are.

still i'm looking forward to watch this.

music: your betrayal

2010-03-11T01:17:00.001-08:00

JIBAI THIS SHIT IS FUCKIN AWESOME LA. FUCKIN AWESOME SONG. ITS A NEW SINGLE FROM BULLET FOR MY VALENTINE.

FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

thoughts: close of 2009 part 1

2010-03-09T10:38:00.002-08:00

its march 10 now and i'm talking bout 2009 now...

so anyways, with the help of my own personal diary, it really helps me keep things in track really easily. and thanks to the almighty Microsoft excel that i once hated a lot because its a subject in my foundation, i'm able to key in things however i like and etc. i guess this post is a little boring as its just about what i did in the year 2009 and not much opinion oriented. but here it goes. (note that the events i list are memorable events to me in specific month and btw my diary only begins on march. so i forgotten what has happened in the remaining months of 2009) this post is sort of long. so i'll split em up to two parts.

april
- watched one of the greatest matches in wrestling of all time, hbk vs. undertaker and its gonna happent his year again. woohoo!
- one of my best friends lost his parent but he stays strong.
- a love story that happens in level 1. which I'm quite humored by. i was on both sides. too bad i can't really reveal names here. well it didn't last long and the initiator failed in the end. so nice try. girl.

may
- did a music video of me killing cockroach with killing in the name of song. it was actually a test as i was wondering if i could do vlogs instead. generates more comments and opportunities but then too much effort and i'm not really consistent at these stuffs. just look at my blog also know la.
- another love story that pops out. my good friend from college reveals his love story which he keeps it as a secret from letting other people know. well it ended too but its a much complex matter that is out of the guys hand.
- got emo-ed a little bit over the death of michael scofield. the last episode of season 4 and not the final break.
- very awesome hang out with dad in snooker centre. was thought a lot of secrets and etc etc. too bad i don't play much anymore these days.

june
- almost knock a stupid bitch who crosses the road when i'm approaching.she got tudung on but i don't think she's a Malaysian. i just learned that in china and Singapore, the cars give priorities to pedestrians to cross the road even though the car and the human is not too far away. so i guess she's from one of those countries that practices this.
- fought with a fat lecturer who makes no sense in grading. tell me , what lecturer grades the groups that present the first week As and groups that present the second weeks Bs? when ask him, he said you could present on the first week and have the advantage. right so if i suck but i present on the first week i'll get A? its sort of a long story. but then i proved my superiority when i gave him the death stare when i bumped into him days later. he never lectures in apiit anymore.

july
- nothing much goin on. having exam around that time. so the early June was about studying and the late june was about taking the exam.
- yea i just watched one of the greatest movie of all time in my opinion. terminator 2. its so fuckin nice. and btw, just so that some of you could acknowledge the movie as one of the greatest followed up action movie of all time, i'll have you know that its directed by james cameron. the same guy that directed titanic and avatar. now you believe its one of the best action movie right? coz everybody believes whats written on the internet.

tbc when i want to pubish the next post.

video:reason why i love sims

2010-03-05T10:41:00.000-08:00

if thre's one thing great bout the sims is the function of creating your house from scratch(and living it through your character). plus the objects available for interior as well. below is a video of a house built from scratch in sims 3 made by a professional. and he is so damn good.

now you know why i love sims so much?

thoughts:humble much?

2010-02-28T11:54:00.000-08:00

aite to explain what the title means, let me give you a scenario. i'm pretty sure that you encounter situations like this. here's how it goes. lets just say that your with a friend and that friend of yours brings you to a place where there's another bunch of people you don't know. and here's what happened, you are asked to join them with your friend to do their stuff. like i don't know maybe sports? badminton? basketball? and then you being humble, say things like "i can't really play but yea i'll join". then your friend say "yea i'm also noob. always kena pawn. can't really play also". then by the time comes, he's way much more better than you are. what the fuck happened to noob? what happened to can't really play also? are you like trying to degrade me? and i'm not talking bout better than me as in he can play better than me slightly but fuck he can actually play.

i think by now you get what i'm saying(hopefully).i think there's a fine line between staying humble and trying to stay humble but just not the right way(being a cock to your friend that is really noob). i don't think by lowering your standards before a game or anything while your standard is actually way higher than what you told people, is staying humble. i mean come on, if your a noob and you play good, does that mean that i suck ever morer? i mean i suck more than you but having to put it that way which is "i also noob la" means la implying that i suck moreremore. its been a couple of times i been into this situation and i'm not really like saying that my friend or the other guy is trying to put him over me. its just that i think that realistic judgment of own skills should be applied here.

but other than that. i think people who do this is just being a lil bit uh...oh i dunno.....COCK!! like those type of people in cyber cafe. ok i encounter this more in sports. yea coincidentally that i'm blogging this while chatting with tuckerock. now not saying that your being a cock but this nice dude once told me while we're in the basketball court that (it goes something like this)

"eh vincent you see me take the ball each time where got enter wan?"
and this is what i told him.
"eh chibai you see me when i got take the ball ar? nobody pass to me also."

yea darren once said this to me in badminton.(and it goes something like this)

"yea i hardly play. don't really know how"
and i said
"the last time i played was in primary school. and it was with my sister. i lost."

then by the time comes, lets just say hardly play and don't really know how is bullshit. again, he's not being a cock. but that's sort of a cock move there. so......humble...much?

thoughts:first day of exam... SCREWED!

2010-02-02T02:08:00.000-08:00

man the first day of exam and i am already having a tough time. i thought i had the needed information from my colleges oh so reliable slides that provides absolutely NO FUCKIN CREDIBLE INFORMATION AT ALL!. and whats worst is that i found out that the sample question that lecturer gave to the students and i don;t know why i didin't get it IS ACTUALLY THE FUCKIN EXAM QUESTION

OH FUCK OH FUCK OH FUCK OH FUCK OH FUCK OH fuck....

(please say oh fuck more than 10 times and tell me what it sounds like)
*only applicable to girls*

damn man that fuckin sucks. i only found that out when i sat with kwok eu talking cock while everybody have their last minute studies. don't get me wrong i'm not the kind of striaght away die into the exam hall type of guy its just that i thought what i study is sufficient. but then i walked into the hall i saw the questions and found out that i've been "bret hart"! sry i mean SCREWED! man it feels like a fuckin screwjob right there. the college provides not only false information but as well as insufficient information.

i sat down took a look at the questions and i know i'm fucked. but however question 3 i have confidence in answering the whole 25 marks. not the other remaining 3 questions left. knowing that i am fucked hard analy mentally, i decided to take my time to write 3 FUCKIN PAGES LONG ON ONE ANSWER! if i only know that question with confidence, i might as well score that very 25 marks. even if 3 pages full is too much. "oh man you don't need to do that for 25 marks"...fuck you! your not the one that is getting fucked with a drilldo here. (no one said that to me. its just a situation i made up myself to tell you my point). man by the time i felt like leaving the exam hall to fuck this shit. i take resit only la but then my inner conscious told me "if you leave now, .....ah don't bother....not that you will actually leave. you don't have the balls for it"......haiz(yes this is the first time i used the word haiz in my internet usage period).man feel like quitting college and go work only. (Gapnap can work in the temple of shred or not?then become shredder.)

so i sat down and did the exam paper. feeling lost and unguided i did my exam as much as i could. exam finished and i borrowed kwok eu's smaple paper and found out how dumb i could be to have missed that. but then i found out its not that bad. for 2 reason. reason no.1 i kinda wrote something similar to the sample answer. reason no. 2 makes me feels not as bad as being in a completely terrible screwjob.

ok let me explain to you reason no. 2.

degree year 2 makes up of 30% in the overall cgpa while final year 70%. So judging that there's 12 subjects in year 2 (6 subjects in 1 semester), means e-commerce subject is just 1/12 x 30% = 2.5%. Seeing that my e-commerce assignment is A which makes (worst case scenario) 76/100 x 50% = 38/100. Assuming that Vincent the genius who missed out the sample question which is exactly the exam question gets (worst case scenario) only 50% out of 100 of his exam, how much percentage will Vincent get in his cgpa? (assuming that only the e-commerce subject is being recorded down in the cgpa)

*note that e-commerce assignment contributes 50% while the exam contributes 50% of the overall marks*

i don't think my classmates would even bother to answer this.

so in the mean time please enjoy this picture....

carrie underwood's song playing in the background......

thoughts: why does a business man need to study secure sockets layer?

2010-01-30T23:38:00.000-08:00

thoughts: sexy internet girl.

2010-01-24T10:41:00.000-08:00

below is the conversation i had with one of those sexy internet girls when i log in to my old msn account.

i killed her. she no reply.

EDIT: OF COURSE I FUCKIN KNOW ITS NOT A PERSON THATS TALKING TO ME. DAMN. STOP SAYING THAT ALREADY.

video:hardcore baby

2010-01-13T07:00:00.000-08:00

so bored la.

wrestling: bret hart and "the rematch".

2010-01-05T08:56:00.000-08:00

aite for those of you who know, its been a while since i watch wrestling, its a temporary break to just get away with whatever they've been doing. each time i turn back to wrestling every once and now it would still disappoint me. i was watching the last episode of raw in 2009 and they announce, bret fuckin hart is coming back to raw as a guest host. i was like WHAT? SERIOUSLY BRET HART? AFTER 12 YEARS? that would be an instant awesome raw and it really was when i watched it moments ago. if there shall be a time to watch wrestling in a time like these, it would be now. why? coz wrestlemania is just around the corner and i'm gonna suscribe if "the rematch" happens man. but first onto bret hart.

when he came in and he called out shawn michaels out. the face to face. its something that you don't see everyday man. this two guys carries real hate eversince the screwjob and as a genuine wrestling fan, you feel it man. nothing the internet or you trying to predict the thing would take away the fact that your watching history in the making. it all ended up with a hug and that makes you glad. but anyways, they're building bret hart vs. mcmahon for wrestlemania. that would be awesome. awesome as in entertaining and not a classic type of match. mcmahon's too old and bret hart's too fat to be a technical wrestler.but whatever it is, finally seeing bret hart on current raw. awesome.

yea "the rematch". my last wrestling post i told you guys best fuckin match i've ever seen so far was shawn michaels vs. undertaker. that match makes 24 bucks worth. just that match itself and eversince that, they never continue the story anymore. until now. facing the deadman two years in a row. there must be soemthing man. its gonan be match of the year again. "the rematch".
"shawn michaels vs. the undertaker".WRESTLEMANIA 26 BABY.

thoughts: The Reverend Tholomew Plague

2009-12-30T01:11:00.000-08:00

drummer of avenged sevenfold (my favourite rock band) has passed away. damn. he's 28. he died at my one year anniversary of playing guitar which is the 28th of december. not that it had any relevance except for the number but NOOOOOOO~ ~ ~ THE REV DIED. DAMN!

its common back then when you heard oh this guy die and that guy died and stuff coz its in the 80's and all. it seems kinda surreal when way long pass this news to me. its surreal because this is the first time a rockstar of my generation pass away. and fuck it have to be from a band that i like the most. genius die fast i guess.

my friend's friend said they are goin into a studio to jam their songs as a tribute to him. its kinda funny to hear that. i can totally imagine it when the drummer is like rocking it out and moaning at the same time.

anyways...WHY?!! damn. i hope they don't disband.

its a real shame when the world right now is listening to black eye peas and lady gaga. what the fuck is with their latest songs?

i log in msn and msn today pops out. the first thing i see is amy whinehouse collapse. yeap its alright if rev died. its totally not alright when amy whinehouse collapse or britney spears had a nipple slip.

thoughts:clamped and robbed

2009-12-02T08:12:00.000-08:00

i hate to say cliche blogger lines like "its been a while since i last update as i'm too busy with stuff lately" but its been a while since i last update as i'm too busy with stuff lately. well college stuff the typical ones. the ones that are not good enough to be mentioned about here. and besides the only thing that i really do at home these days is practicing and practicing guitar. lazy to upload actual pictures.

BUT THIS WEEK, this week i had two car related problems. i got clamp the second time in my apiit parking life. well it wasn't as impactful as the first time when i got clamp. had to pay 40 bucks eventually. borrowed from a trusted friend to settle the payment first. thanks. i always tell this to a couple of friends of mine, the parking lot(apiit's) is not just a parking lot, its a BATTLEFIELD!!! sometimes it a gamble too. at least i get to save 95 bucks of parking ticket. can't possibly beat last year's record now which is 6 tickets and one 30 bucks clamp. especially when they are initiating a new parking payment system.so thats the clamp part.

TODAY, after project management class i went to kfc at kuchai lama with a few good friends of mine. i drove my OVERNITE RED BEAN COLOUR car. saga that is. had some good laughed and when return back to the car after a wonderful dinner and 10 bucks worth of nuggets, i found out the window behind the driver seat is smashed. SMASHED TO ITS VERY CORE!!!!!. i wasn't pissed off and all, i guess what happened has happened and thats just it. called my dad and he's calm bout it too. but i know goin home, mom and sis is gonna nag the holy crap out of me. don;t you guys think girls usually nag the same thing over and over again? just kidding girls. ... sort of XD. total damaged = one smashed window, 6 cm of scratch. total lost= vincent's bag who has nothing much in it, kaki's bag that a thumbdrive. kat wai is lucky to still have his maybe around 80 bucks computing book. i guess the asshole was like thinking "what is this? computing book......fuck this shit". wilson now knows why there are so many glass shattered in that parking lot.

i don't usually blog about my daily life. but i guess this time around i decided to. just glad the car is still there. and damn. my most satisfied guitar drawing on a piece of paper that is written with management question is stolen. yea yit yee, now you gotta watch me draw another one.

video:skid row i remember you solo cover

2009-09-26T18:39:00.000-07:00

skid row i remember you solo cover only.

failed to do a few pinch harmonics. assignments banyak la. xien.

music: stick stickly

2009-09-22T23:10:00.000-07:00

just like angry homo kid, i found this band called attack attack!. whats more important is that i found a new rock move called CRABCORE!now this is a brand new addition to my knowledge towards rock poses and moves. i thought the power stance was pretty cool but i gotta say, crabcore is the ultimate move to do. it looks cool on everything, everyone and every etc. this should be the new shit clubs are playing and dancing to. anyways its a music post so i'll let you get it on with the music and the video. you don't watch this shit, you can go fuck yourself.

i'm gonna totally do this and post it in a video someday. seriously.

wrestling:how pro wrestling works part 2

2009-09-16T08:59:00.000-07:00

MATCHES!(part 2)
- 2 man's job.
when a person executeS a move, the receiver must put it to completion by doing his part of the move as well. take powerbomb for instance which is a very simple example. when kevin nash powerbombs a person say, maybe bill goldberg, nash must use his strength to lift him up, but if he's the only one thats doing the move, bill goldberg will end up being halfway up instead of in a sitting position on nash's shoulder. usually in a powerbomb move, goldberg must jump a lil bit while being lifted and using some waist strength in order to get into a sitting position on nash's shoulder.

- selling
sometimes when you actually feels that someone is really hurt after a hard hitting move, that person is "selling" the move. its a term where you acts out how much pain you actually gets after taking a vicious slam or bump. everybody needs to sell moves but really there are some bad sellers out there. john cena is probably one of the worst guy. and so is batista. shawn michaels is a very good seller. the cruiserweights tends to over do it at times but still it looks good as they are the lightweights. so if you believes it, then that means they're good.

PAIN!
if there is one thing that people often questions bout pro wrestling is that, are the pain real?"nah it must be fake, yea its definitely fake". if you think like this without even doing some actual detailed observation, then your an ignorant viewer.yea like i said in the matches part 2, wrestling is a two man job. eventhough they work together to pull off a powerbomb move, the receiver will definitely feel pain. almost every single bumps you see will definitely hurt. no matter how safe you tried to do it. spinebuster, rock bottom. but there are some moves will deiniftely not hurt a person's body if the excecution is right. for instance, tombstone piledriver,pedigree and etc. moves like stunner, rko, and all the diving moves will indeed inflict some pain. also , is the blood real?yea its real. BUT usually when you see a person bleeds after a move, yea that is not the actual cause for it. after a move to the head, there will be slight distraction like camera turning side to the ref or the opponent taunting the crowd or somethign in order to buy some time for the other guy to cuts himself open with a lil blade. that lil blade can be hidden in the trunks, wrist bands or given by the ref.sometimes the wrestler will cuts himself open seconds before being excecuted from a move.

WEAPONS!
are the weapons real? yea to some extend but bear in mind that this is only a tv show and it can't be too violent. also the wrestlers can't take so much pain from too hard objects. this is why you see objects like sticks, board, cans that are lightweight but creates very loud sound. the tables are made softer so that it breaks easier. other object like ladders, and chairs , yea those are real shit. but wrestlers usually soften the blow before connecting it with somebody's body. there are some rule in wwe that only a few wrestler gets to do a certain dangerous moves as they are pro at it. like they only allow some people to do piledriver moves only instead of everyone. in weapons, i guess they only allows triple h to actually use the sledge hammer. he decreases the impact so that it doesn't hurt much but still able to make you believes it.

this is a video that showcase the realism of weapon and pain. you can never fake this shit. but then its all planned. this is what you do when your in a hardcore match and in the wrestling industry. so don't call him stupid as this is how it goes. its entertainment.

so yea pretty much thats all i wanna talk about how pro wrestling works. its not fake. its staged. its a tv show. its for tv. its not classified as sports. it never claimed to be real. its purpose is just to provide you a genre of entertainment and to gain high ratings. its just for the purpose of entertainment that is in between a tv show and the wrestling sports. i don't have idea why they calls it professional wrestling though.

so yea, if you ask me who's the best around currently, i would say.....................

KURT FUCKIN ANGLE.

best match i've ever watched so far?

SHAWN MICHAELS VS. UNDERTAKER. WRESTLEMANIA 25

wrestling: how pro wrestling works part 1.

2009-09-16T08:15:00.000-07:00

aite a lot of you readers out there have sure to watched wrestling and maybe love it at some point of your life until of course when you found out its FAKE!. now some of you guys might leave the wrestling tv show on bad terms where you spread the word and probably teases people who still watches it, some of you might left on good terms with it, like thinking bout its action that are more breathtaking than their FAKE slams. not too long ago i left wrestling on good terms as pro wrestling now is in their worst condition i've ever witnessed. targetting the market of kids really don't appeal much to me. and especially after stone cold's and the rock's era, the only interesting new guy is....randy orton......who became boring with his new wrestling style. good mic skills though.

aite so yea here's the first part of how wrestling actually works. i can only bring up a few stuff as there are just too many things to be covered. basically i'm just writing this to give you some knowledge on how the industry works so that you won't make a fool out of yourself by saying the first word everybody would say about pro wrestling.FAKE!!!!11!!!!!1.yea its kinda stupid when u hear that. like "hey i like wrestling".......the other guy said"wrestling? d'uh.... isn't it fake?". we'll start from basics and work it up the ladder.

MATCHES!( part 1)
when you see triple h vs. undertaker , do they actually beat the holy shit out of each other just right out of their mind?"i am so gonna pedigree the shit out of undertaker". nope thats not how it works. everything is planned. planned by triple h and undertaker together. on a same table. with the same paper. ok maybe not paper but complex matches, yea probably. right there is where they discuss how the match is gonna be, how they wants it to be and how its gonna end. BUT, they do not decides who wins. the writers does. they just planned and act out how the match will end. eg, if taker were to loose to triple h, these 2 will determine how they wanna end, unless the writer wants it to end their way to enhance the current storyline or etc.

STORYLINES!
whenever you see two guys that squares off with each other after long period of hatred that they have inflicted on another party, yea thats call a rivalry where its storyline has already been determined. here's where the writers/bookers comes in. we'll just refer to these guys as storyline writes. so they are the ones that determines how the show will play out. what matches start out first. whats gonna happened between wrestlers. how they want the rivalry to start and end. their objective really is just to help increase the ratings for their tv show. at the same time they also control someone's popularity.

PUSH!
here's where the debate of big stars will comes in eventhough its very clear in the difference of strength. just that day , a bunch of us were drinking and kat wai asked me, who will win, orton or batista. now if its real life fight, hand to hand combat, no doubt batista will win for sure. how does orton looked like a sizeable opponent? its because he has receives "pushes" that makes him a legit opponent. when a wrestler gets a push it means they get more tv time, they get more victory, they have more interviews and opportunities. orton's first major push was being in evolution with triple h, ric flair and batista. that was his first major push. by making him more recognizable by the audience, people will eventually wants to seem them compared to someone who never recieves a push in their wrestling career.(funaki).the push term cannot be used once a wrestler's popularity is huge. so if orton is just a kelefe, nobody would ask who would win?batista or ..that guy?

HEELS/FACES!
since most of you guys are wrestling fans back in the 90's, do you know why you hate vince mcmahon, triple h, kurt angle, and even stone cold at one point? ITS BECAUSE THEY MADE YOU TO DO SO.the writers write out skits that made you hate them. when a wrestler is a good guy, we called them face and heels when they are bad. these heel wrestlers, since they planned out the matches, they would make themselves looked more bad or doing actions that will draw them more heat. the more heat the better as when your a heel , the more boos you get, the more air time you'll receives. if you think that some of these wrestlers where you thought they are bad, who walks out of the match halfway and making you think that they are cowards, its because they are purposely doin it. making you hate them is their job and if you really hate him because of his actions, then he's good.he made you eat it up and actually believing it. it also makes the good guy looks good at the same time.

part 2 coming up.

thoughts:deaths

2009-09-13T12:25:00.000-07:00

deaths. its never a good thing from the start and for me when i know somebody's love ones has passed away is that it never made me feel easy. well of course i feel sad for my friends. being separated from your love ones is truly a great lost. and really this is the thing that kinda bugs me. i can't take deaths easily. the hardest part of it is that, i'm always speechless when someone told me that someone has passed away. especially being in front of that person, i don't know whether i should say sorry or not coz it would not make anything better.so really i'm always stuck there.

i'm not much of a guy who likes to shed some tears over something. even in funerals. yes i know its sad but sometimes especially being a guy around so many aunties and female couzins, it kinda makes you seem like a jackass of not crying. when i lost my grandma early last year, i didin't liek cry that much, its more like some tears in my eyes. and one of my aunties said i diidn't cry. oh thanks. being a jackass is always what i wanted to do. its not that i don't love my grandma, its just that sometiems , being a guy, especially at this age, you just don't burst into tears.

there's a couple of lost out there that some of my friends had and at times i kinda feel bad of not saying anything to them as i really can't handle this kinda situation. i guess its more of a listening situation for me, but i don't know at times you gotta give some reply. i don't know. what do you guys will say?

thoughts: 2 in 1 post. what a bargain!

2009-09-13T11:51:00.000-07:00

this post was inspired by my couz, shawn. i was at his place after dinner and we hung out and talk some stuff and yea two things that made me want to blog about is "for a malaysian standard" and facebook altercation.

"for a malaysian standard"

every single time i was asked to take a look or check out some malaysia stuff, after its over and shit, the person next to me who showed me will ask this question. "so what do you think......for a malaysian standard". what does people actually mean by for a malaysian standard? am i supposed to forget bout everything that is in the field that has been produced by different countries or am i supposed to just judge this on what you want to hear. i mean seriously if i want people to judge my shit i won't say like , hey check out this song. what do you think for a malasian produced standard? you might as well say this "hey i know this shit kinda sucks compared to other shit you've listen to but can you please say this is not bad because its from our country?"

its not just you couz, but i'm pretty sure all of us malaysians encountered this after lsitening , watching , experiencing some certain locally produced products. to me sometimes its good and sometimes its really good but i always wonder what do they actually want me to say after that specific line? and everytime you wanna be polite , you would say, "for a malaysian standard, hmmm ok oh. not bad oh."i guess that line kinda made a person reconsider their answer again whether its good or bad. "shit if i say its good, i'll downgrade myself","shit if i say bad, he'll think i'm a jackass".

"facebook altercation"

so shawn showed me some feud that he's been getting into with a person. its about some pet for sale kinda lame facebook ass shit. yea it was something bout shawn buying it but the owner don't want to sale. a couple of weeks ago, yit yee had the same shit i think. soemthing to do with that lame bullshit on that trendy book thing. so anyways, he asked me to see the comments and to be frank i don't know what i should say. i mean first of all, i think facebook is bullcrap already. should i say, damn that guy is in pet for sale but he's not selling his pet. or damn your wrong for buying a pet he doesn't wanna sell in pet for sale. to be honest, isn't this a feud that is not worth because of such thing?i mean i cna't give a suggestion like, "go get a life" because you know....facebook....no life...... . yea i have no life too. i play guitar everyday. so in conclusion, don't ask me to see facebook comment arguements because i won't make you or myself feel good.

thoughts:boybands

2009-09-11T09:34:00.000-07:00

i always have this perception of boybands eversince i stopped listening to them.all of the boybands have their own role and all. i'll only be covering a few major boybands around and if i left out any that you think i should write about.then you should be glad.
*this post does not contain any facts at all*

so yea back in the 90's if your into commercialized music, you'll listen to backstreet boys, westlife, nsync, 98 degrees, five and etc. yea so i'll start with the biggest boyband of all time (in my opinion).

backstreet boys.

da BSB is probably the heavyweight champion of pop boybands of all time. when you talk bout pop and 90's you talk bout them first. i don't care. you talk about them first. they are like the stone cold of wrestling. to me they are the "MAIN BAND". the centre of attention and shit.

98 degrees

personally i fuckin hate them. i hate all of their songs. none of them are good to me. but somehow i prefer them than westlife. maybe its the fact that they are less gay but they are buff and shit so ... no matter what you are, you'll start questioning your sexuality once you get into boybands too much.(applicable for male only)anyways they are the "BUFF BAND". they will clothesline you with their pipes. especaily when you think the song they did with stevie wonder totally sucks shit.

nsyns
these guys are young hip,fit, talented and whatever la. i just think that if bsb ever get involved in a road accident and all five guys survived but goes mute after that super high pitch scream where windows get bust and all, seconds before the crash happens,nsyns would be the new shit. they would dominate the charts. they would be the number one band. coz they are the up and coming or should i say "NO.1 CONTENDER BAND".much like in wrestling.

westlifeyou know i always thought westlife is good. really good. like super good. you know with all the original songs like seasons in the sun, flying without wings, against all odds, i have a dream, more than words... wait, these aren't their originals. they fuckin scam people. even till this day i have yet to hear their originals being played on tv. their new shit like you raised me up, when you tell me that you love me is all copies. and to me they are the "FAT BAND". they are lazy, don't dance in their videos. i know they aren't exactly fat but you get me.

aite thats all i'm gonna talk about.

bored.

thoughts: state of confusion.

2009-09-10T07:41:00.001-07:00

its been a while where i've been trapped in a state of confusion. at times i have no idea whats right and whats wrong. and to some other people its wrong but it could be right for others. i'll give you some examples that kinda messes my mind a lil.

religion. aite being a buddhist, no matter what you do you go to hell. i've went to singapore and i visited some temple where they showcase some stages of hell (18 stages of hell!beat that stone cold and triple h!), punishment and shit. yea one of it is that you curse, your tongue will be pulled out. i fuckin curse everday. i sing songs that have foul words to it. and you know what something liek arguing with your parents or disobeying ur parents, youu'll go to hell. i mean sometiems you have disagreements rite and all and sometimes it doesnt' turn nice and all.so if there's like so many sins easily to be achieved, why not switch parties and go to christianity? i mean you go to heaven eventually so hey why not?you can like not go to church and all but hey jesus forgives you at the end of the day rite?

business. there is no such thing as being a nice guy in business. which means if you want a promotion or shit, you gotta backstab and do whatever it takes to get it. i mean to be frank, business is a world where everybody is pretty much a scammer. if you would want to open a business you would want to earn more money rite? and at the same time you lower your cost and shit so that means scamming people and all.i don't like the fact that college doesn't teach me the dirty stuff in the business world coz that is what i really want to know. i'm pretty sure every succesful business man have their own dirty little tactics and secrets. so really should i dumped all the moral values that have been taught into me like not cheating and all or should i fuck everyone up if i have to?

hackers. being in a fuckin computing nerd college which i don't really like since i'm not a computing guy at all, i kinda wonder , why be an ethical hacker while you can earn more money by being a cracker?i mean the students always get fed with beign ethical in the computing world but the fact that the matter is that we all go to college to get a good job and to earn more cash. so if its like being able to get more with uh "cracking" other people's shit, then why not? i'm not exactly sure what the fuck i'm talking bout but you get the point.

so you tell me.

thoughts: its rock, then metal.

2009-09-10T07:19:00.000-07:00

a few days ago i had a chat with my bro, wilson and we were just talking bout rock and metal stuff and i thought i wanna blog about it. yea just to be clear to mah friends, i'm more into rock, then metal. yea sure i listen to a lot of metal bands out there and maybe possibly more than rock bands but still i prefer the rock genre more.

here's why, i think rock have more balance in everything compared to metal. you know you take some bands that are classified under hard rock(which is my favourite rock subgenre out of all subgenres) they pretty much have everything like singing(of course), screaming, guitar solos, guitar riffs and other stuff. its not too one sided like all screaming and stuff

i love metal music too but sometimes they tend to be too one sided like the whole song or album filled with screaming or too long solos. yea one thing i don't like about metallica is the god damn long intros. sry way long, if your reading this, i still don't dig metallica. but yea i like some of their songs but still i don't dig the band. and some metal songs which at times i have no problem with, is just way too fuckin long.

so yea this is a pretty short post to clarify my preference in music and if there's a numeric measurement i would say rock gets 10, metal 9.5. i guess i'll let you know my preferences in music in the top 10 fashion.

1. rock (most of the rock subgenres. hard rock,soft rock,punk rock etc etc.)
2. metal ( some of the metal subgenres thrash, symphonic, progressive, metalcore etc etc )
3. classics (jackson, BSB, you know those classic songs that are from the radio back in the 80's)
4. country ( i don't do too much of an exploration in this genre but if i wanna chill from headbanging, this is what i'll go for)
5. some certain commercialized music ( yea i dig songs like big girls don't cry but definitely not boom boom KAPOW!)
6. gangsta rap
7. rap
8. rock (british rock, coldplay and shit. whatever bands that starts with ...the...(there are exceptions though))
9. metal (death metal, black metal, doom metal, those metal songs that truly classified as noise to my ears)
10. techno. worst music on the planet.

thoughts: emails

2009-09-10T00:05:00.000-07:00

i send two emails regarding the attractiveness of a certificate that i received after attending a one day workshop and regarding the delay of my results which is still have not been published.

here's the photo of the certificate

and here's the photo of another certificate that i received after attending a one day workshop in informatics.

its not like its super attractive but at least there's more shit in it rather than that 1day word

here's what i wrote in the email regarding the certificate.

here's what i wrote in the email regarding the results.
i wonder if they will even reply.

thoughts:i'm out of service

2009-09-09T08:55:00.001-07:00

for those of you who actually hangs out with me regularly, you probably know a few stuff. one of it is i don't reload my phone that often.its troublesome to like reload my phone every single 30 days and i don't even call anybody besides a best friend of mine. everybody i know that goes out with me is online on msn like everyday(literally). so really thats one of the reason which makes me seldom reload ma phone. so why am i telling you this?

i spoke to a friend of mine last nite, su ying and we kinda do some catch up a lil after a while and she tried calling after getting my number,but then she told me my number is not in the service. which is sort of strange to me but then i never really bothered. i asked her to call me some other time instead. so while i was working out moments ago, i decided to use my house phone to call my own phone and i heard the your number is not in the service and i was like omg.damn the day finally came where i don;t remember to reload my phone.

usually after my phone expires fromt eh 30 days period i'll take liek 3 to 4 months to reload another 30 but it looks like i've passed the 6 months mark which means the last time i reload was back in chinese new year. so how blindly could i be to missed that message that tells me 2 days ago was the last day of my sim's existence?well nobody messages me that much except the times when we are goin out and we are setting the details and all. but recently every outing has been so impromptu since i'm having holiday, that everything is set up thru online. and some more i've been receiving lots o f messages from digi and soem number kinda thing asking me to suscribe this and that, gambar gambar siti yang teramat panas and all, you tend to ignore and not reading it at all. so thats how i missed it.

so yeap at the moment you won't be able to call me and i gotta go hunt for a new sim card. my sis told me back then sim card cost around 200 bucks. damn thank god its like 8 bucks only now.

thoughts:moving away?

2009-09-07T07:07:00.000-07:00

not many of you guys know as i've never tell u guys bout this but last saturday, my dad got a called from his sister letting him know that the pr to america for my family has been approved. and eversince that day till few days ago, i gotta be honest, it bugs the shit out of me. you know we've been having separate talks and all discussing whether to move to the west(journey to the west?=)) or not, pros and cons, short term long term shit and etc.

here's the drill, dad needs to stay there for 6 months and allowed to come back after that period meanwhile mom, sis and i need to stay there for 2 years. yeap 2 fuckin years. there's no coming back around that time. its a long period to stay in a foreign place though. well not too foreign since all of the shit that i listen, watches and hear are partially from the states.

lifestyle adaptation, yea i got no problem much with that. with the food and all , san franc if i'm not wrong have quite an asian number over there so...yeap. but you know my lifestyle eversince form 5 have been mainly hanging out with my buddies, playing l4d , pool , snooker , yum cha, movies and etc. you can't do this shit over there especially when its like after 5?you can't like yum cha in the middle of the night then go da gei and shout the fuck out while your getting chased by tanker and shit. i'm talking bout the night time. i don't go to clubs , drink so much till i puke and roll on my own puke. thats almost liek shit eating porn. i'm sorry for you my friend.

people. yea quite frankly i kinda dislike americans. they whine and complaint too fuckin much. and they are superly perasan eh. you know its like u make some fuckin noise, ur neighbour calls the cops. you wanna watch a movie you see some american protesting to some shit. you pat a guy's ass in sports they call you gay. you go to a youtube video to give a comment, you see american utubers arguing and shit. i play my fuckin guitar everyday in my house with a volume of 3/10. if i fuckin do this at that complaining land, i'll probably get arrested after 2 weeks. and yea the perasan thing...watch american idol auditions.

career.years ago my folks applied this with the purpose of education and job opportunities for my sister and myself. now that the economy is bad, and worst than this country, i don't think its such a good time. especially when ur yellow skin. no pun attended but uh i don't wanna be an indian over there man. or maybe....i can learn kangfoo and be the next chinese martial art actor dude. i mean come on, jackie chan's too old, nobody likes jet li, chow yun fatt can't fight shit(he needs special effects), sammo hung is too fuckin fat and old, stephen chow... he's not much of a kung fu guy.so......yea my only known competitor might be the kid from tropic thunder. or i can joined the triads though. they have a base in san france.

parents. after working hard to get a stable income and all, takan la wanna start again. they are not too young and wanna work hard and shit what for la. dad doesn't wanna go for this reason but mom wants to go and experience the lifestyle there but my mom have no idea whats america all about. she watches too many hong kong stuff and not a single america thing. so yea she does not know whats coming. i guess this is a perfect time to use this line. "be careful what you wish for, cause you might get it all". i didin;t get this from daughtry. i hate him. after they retired and stays there and i started working i gotta work even harder to support their life. so thats like goin over there to add more pain and shit.

well i've been spitting too much cons. pros...lets see there's some chicks over there( eventhough fat people are mostly around), guitars are cheaper there i think(signatures?),everyone speaks english there, evne the chinese, don't need to deal with lala people and socializing in mandarin where everybody tells me mandarin is fuckin important, yea some opportunities in the music industry, and i don't know.

but the cons are more legit and valid factors that makes me personally don't want to go there.
but don't know la.

this country ain't too bad afterall.

no no this country still sucks.

video:angry homo kid

2009-09-03T06:19:00.000-07:00

what made me so hyped bout this shit is that i'm fuckin bored and i decided to check out some videos which lead me to this kid who receives tons of homos comment. there are a lot of parody and shit but this is the original video and he's such a homo.

and this makes me laugh shit.

thoughts:mask

2009-08-30T07:47:00.000-07:00

i've recently went to genting and at a time like this, u'll start seeing a few people outside in the streets, malls, etc wearing masks and all in order to not get caught with the h1n1 flu. i'm not sure whether it prevents u from getting the flu by wearing the mask as there are people telling me it doesn't actually work. well its better to have protection rather than not having any right? but thats not point. my point is...

whats the point of wearing mask when:
scenario A: ur mask doesn't cover ur nose.
scenario B: ur in a relationship partner doesnt wears it when u go out together.
scenario C: ur mom,dad,sis, wears it but ur rebell bro decides not to wear it.(not talking bout me)
scenario D: u put it under ur chin the whole time ur expose to the public.
scenario E: u take it out halfway after wearing it for 30 minutes.

seriously?well seriously that makes me think ur a retard when u do one of those.
either u put it on, or u don't. thats it. its pretty much like when ur a guy or ur a girl making love when the female have aids(i specifically say female as its easier to get caught with the disease from girl to guy instead of the other way round) and u decide to wear a condom but here's the thing.....

1. u decide to pop the condom
2. u use it halfway and took it out
3. u purposely went out to the store at 7 eleven, ask for the biggest size while ur an asian, goes home and decides not to put it on.

see its the same. u still get caught with it.so what i wanted to say is that...

"PUT ON THE MASK OR DIE TRYING!"............

of course this only applies to people who decides to wear the mask. but for those who don't like me..... hmmm ....

"won't kena wan la haiya"

RKO:spinning setup

2009-08-20T09:20:00.000-07:00

i love it when it spins...

RKO:christian takes a hit!

2009-08-19T11:14:00.000-07:00

backwards yo!

RKO:an rko a day...

2009-08-19T01:05:00.000-07:00

yea its a brand new label i decided to put into this blog. i got nothing to blog so....for these few days.....its an rko a day.

and all of it will be less than 45 seconds at least.

thoughts:

2009-08-07T01:22:00.000-07:00

yea tomorrow i'm supposed to go to a trip.
after months of hard work, trouble and planning and early notice with two other guys just for the rest of em who confirmed they can go, ...

thoughts:end of degree year 1

2009-07-23T00:28:00.000-07:00

degree year 1 is pretty horrible for me. it kinda sucked that i didin't have as much fun as i did back in foundation. there are a couple of reasons as to why it happens.

1. didin't have great classmates.
2. very small social groups
3. i'm hanging out with the same guys
4. i've only made one friend.
5. i finally practiced the art of low profilin.

random thoughts on level1.

so yea my social life has been pretty much fucked up in college. i go to class everyday with the same bunch of people that i meet and actually will talk to. the bunch of people is just 3. damn. used to talk to at least 20 people in my class. now it just seems that the setting and people turns me off. heck it turns me off from the beginning of the sem. god do i wish to change class so badly.want more chinese guys. that doesn't goes thru form 6. except for loansharks.

yea back then when i just found out what i wanted to take in level1 which is business i'm like all excited and shit like "yea goin into business" , but now that i'm in the business course. seems liek there's no place to go no more. i'm already in this.so here's the boring part. studying the same shit like needs and wants, maslow theory, looking back at the same slides i've gone thru in foundation. just recently found out that cgpa only starts counting in level 2. so really whats the point of getting A's rite?fuck. can't believe i study so hard for law.

i've jsut made one friend this year.well literally la can say so. i've made a couple of them but its kinda hard when everybody got their own social group rite? too bad i didin't get to make a new big one. i did get into one but its just me,kai tick and raymond plus a new friend.who luckily is a girl.which doesn't makes my social life as sad as it was in sem 1.yea. a whole year with one friend.epic failure. its probably gonna get worst next year. probably. i guess chun keat is rite on this one. its easier to make new friends when u got no old friends to hang on to.but too damn bad, there is no awesoem friends to hang out with in business class. not this year.so i went back to angelus instead. who became my gay friend i can talk to.

3 love stories came around though this year. yea its interesting in the beginning and everything but then it gets boring after a while. coz the same shit goes on and on.i didin't have much nice memories so those are the two i will recall when i look back. there is one that just came around but i ain't no gonna talk bout it here.no pussy niggas to hang around with. every nigga in the class is too serious on being cool and hip and too serious in studying. no new rocker this year in my class.

yea i sounded sad and emo but not much though. just reviewing back my level 1 year. often times 90% of the people in msn that i've spoke to said i sound emo and worried all the time. its just me being expressive and i never get the deal of people chatting when they are just replying one word.replies like "haha","oic","...","lol" and then jsut thats all.shit thats chatting?the fuck. well not all though.

stuff that i do a lot this year,
1. rabbit cafe thanks to yumiko and thinking. whats with that place?
2. snooker. love balls. gonan have pool nites someday aite?
3. cc.left 4 dead. i'm a lil outdated i know. sitll i like to play co op games.
4. guitars. been playing for 6 months now eversince picking up. long way to go if wanna shred.
5. babysitting.

bye.

YOU KNOW WHERE YOU ARE?
YOUR IN THE JUNGLE BABY.
YOUR GONNA DIE.......

i don't wanna study qss.but its alright i can get an F+ again and have it turned into D as my other results are so damn fine....literally.

bye.

video:don't cry cover

2009-07-08T03:28:00.000-07:00

don't cry by guns and roses made by me.

here's some random pics on my guitar.

video:critical acclaim cover

2009-06-08T09:50:00.000-07:00

the song's by avenged sevenfold.

i've made some mistakes but oh well. u understand don't you?

hmm if u want to hear the song with the guitar properly, synchronize it with this video. its the same song.

the first picture is pretty gay by the way.

thoughts:david archuleta

2009-05-21T00:10:00.000-07:00

did you guys see one of the headlines on your windows live today?
as usual there are 3 headlines and for today,may 21, there's pics of penelope cruz, david beckham being the highest paid footballer star and david archuleta visiting malaysia.

yea about david archuleta, the description writes........

"an interview with the clean-cut david archuleta, the rock star you can take home to your mamma."

WHAT KINDA FUCKIN ROCK STAR IS HE?
SINCE WHEN DID HE ACTUALLY ROCK?
WHAT?WITH THE CRUSH SONG?

HE'S TOO FUCKIN GAY TO BE A ROCKSTAR.

music: its goin down

2009-05-20T13:15:00.000-07:00

good times.good times.

3:32 brad.....haha wayne static took ur spot.

thoughts:rock and metal hairstyles.part 1

2009-05-09T10:54:00.000-07:00

one should be ashamed to even think that hairstyles are just rockers and metalheads fashion trends.the styles i'm gonna talk about influence the way they play their music drastically.truth be told,its actually the hair that writes the music.note that i'll only be talking bout hairstyles concerning rock and metal.so i won't touch no nigga shit braided hairstyles.although some may find these hairstyles in some bands.

*the hairstyles are not necessarily practiced by all band members of a genre.its just a general hairstyle for a genre(s).so fuck off if u think i'm wrong and shit.coz this is just my opinion.its my blog.but if there are constructive comments, then ur disagreement will be taken into consideration.

i'll get this post started with a hairstyle i would call....

"straight to the end"

its a hairstyle for metal artist. this hairstyle is meant to be straight and long enough till surpassing the collar bone. such hairstyles aplies to symphonic metal,melodic death metal,metalcore,thrash metal or any some sort of deep enough for "commercialize listeners" metal genres. eg. children of bodom,bullet for my valentine,northern kings and etc.u gotta need that long straight hair to shred some kickass solos.its alright if u don't have this hairstyle as there are other alternatives that allows u to shred awsumly.

next .....

"2 inch curl"

this hairstyle applies mostly on rock and roll genre.bands like ac/dc, airbourne, and etc. it should not be misunderstood that this hairstyle applies to the rock and roll in british or british rock.full perm must be done in other to get it curled from the roots.

moving on ....

"glammullet"

now the name derives from the original name of the hairstyle called mullet along with the rock genre that is widely played everywhere during the 80's. glam rock bands are like mr. big, twisted sister, you know the ones that u listen to when ur a kid and ur dad is driving. yea those shit.

aite with all the long hair shit i've shown you, i guess it would be time i show u some of the short hairstyles of rock ....

"inivisible hair"

now this applies more towards rock than metal.but again this is one of the general hairstyles of rock. in the metal genre, u just gotta have long hair to head band and shred.bald rockers are usually the singers themselves and most of them don't play guitar while singing.not that they can't, its just the rule of invisible hair. guys who own such hairstyle are the guy from staind, that guy from disturbed and chester bennington(once or a couple of times from linkin park)

talking about linkin park, i have to write to a lil bout the raprock/nu metal hairstyle....

"nu metal spikes"

when u talk about rap rock and the band that is making noise during the early millenium, u talk about linkin park. other rap rock bands might have a lil airtime on their own BUT they can't stand up just like the way lp did.even chinese people that listens to chinese pop songs likes lp coz they are the new definition of awesomeness.majority of the guys from lp has this kinda short straight spiked up hairstyle in their early days and so are other bands like crazytown, limpbizkit, papa roach and etc. this hairstyle however is short lived just like the genre itself.

goin back to long hairstyles....

"1 inch curl"

unlike the 2 inch curl, this hairstyle proves to be more messy,fuzzy and curly than the one in the rock and roll genre.this curl applies to metal genre instead of rock.guys like kirk hammet, matt heafy and slash are good examples. i guess its curlier to help shredding and making heavier music. applies mostly in heavy metal,thrash metal and hard rock.

if at this point ur thinking about picking a rock or a metal hairstyle but u don't like anything that is too long or too short, then not to worry as there are medium long length hairstyles too.

"findin' emo"

this hairstyle as can be seen, isn't too short or too long according to the standard rock and metal hairtsyles.just like the name, u can't really find any bands that calls themselves emo. eventhough their whole fuckin image,lyrics, expressions during videos are emo-like. bands that have emo hairs are 30 seconds to mars,the academy is,bless the fall and etc.found in post hardcore,punk,screamo genres.

i gotta talk bout this hairstyle coz first of all it plays a huge part in a particular rock genre, and secondly, kai tick would've bitch me off the whole day if i don't include this.....

"visual kei"

i specifically place a picture of a pioneer of visual kei.hide of x japan. the early days of visual kei are most fitting for me, coz they just don't try to be beautiful like the jrock bands of today.beautiful as in like trying be a drag queen beautiful.i once saw a guy wearing this whole long blouse.what the fuck is he thinking man?x japan didin't want u guys to be drag queens.i guess the message was spread wrongly after the band disbanded.eversince that, practially every jrock band practices it.though the lead singer of x japan has abandoned his visual kei roots after reuniting with his band mates.

with the long hair shit, its time to write about a more skin revealing hairstyle.i give to you...

....wait until part 2.there's just way too much hairstyle and i got too fuckin lazy to write.

video:killing in the name of

2009-05-06T04:41:00.000-07:00

yea and i wonder why i did it at the first place....

thoughts:John Oh.

2009-05-02T09:54:00.000-07:00

I'VE SECRETLY HACKED INTO THE SYSTEM WITH THE SOFTWARE I WROTE.

MY NAME IS JOHN OH!!!
and i am better than everyone else....

3489.........the number means nothing...

thoughts:blogs?so many of 'em?

2009-04-22T06:09:00.001-07:00

damn.a lot of my friends have blog and launches a new one.kinda made me feel like resuming.i wrote this post coz i found out yee hong relaunches a new one too.GODDAMN.even yumiko also own's one.yaw theng turned his shit to heavy computing influenced shit and raymond siaw's...........perspective.yes this post is just a lil warm up or stop by shit.

did you watch raw last night?

2009-01-21T07:47:00.001-08:00

man last night was truly one of a kind. especially with my buyers opinion towards randy orton and his viper awesomeness. the guy has really built himself up as a main event status especially eversince this week of raw. he slapped mr. mcmahon before he could even fire orton himself. after the slap comes a high kick to the head. followed by the "punt kick of doom" to the side of the head.

"heads up"

orton isn't really established as a veteran but more of a young main eventer who just recently complete his built as a legitimate star in the company.plus he's a heel(bad guy) and his actions really wouldn't make him a face(good guy).he's the only heel now that has the largest fanbase.

the showed the footage of jeff getting burned in the pyro accident on sd last week. ladies and gentlemen. hardy at his finest...which is being in dangerous and risky situations. well if all this are true, its all a set up for christian to come back. i always like that guy eversince he did the whole peeps thing. his comeback this time may either make him or break him. one chance.

it seems like john morrison and the miz are on wwe tv every single time. they are the only people now to get exposure on three separate shows in a week. i don't mine but still...... stephanie.hot. swaggah became the ecw champion.THAT FAST?he just came here not long ago. he reminds me of lesnar. for some reason. SWAAAGGGAAAHH

music: northern kings

2009-01-19T07:56:00.001-08:00

its a finnish, concept, symphonic metal band.all four singers are from different bands that has already been distinguished a long time ago. in northern kings alone, they don't write original tracks but rather cover on songs from the past but alternating the arrangements and other stuff. just fall of last year they released a new album called rethroned which is a follow up on reborn. and a song which i wanna share to you is a track originally from duran duran. i think its a soundtrack to james bond at that time if i'm not wrong. its called... "a view to a kill"

no actual video again.

this is why symphonic metal is good.

thoughts:press 1 for malay and 2 for malay

2009-01-19T07:46:00.000-08:00

my driving license is about to expire and i took the liberty to renew it before chinese new year commence. so i decided to call the hotline as i was unsure of renewing it to competent license could be done at the post office. when my call was answer by the automated service hotline shit, it really sounded like someone was just talking to me on the spot and not pre-recorded. less budget this year i guess. did u know it cost the company more when a really sexy female voice speaks over and over again? anyways she said press 1 for malay and press 2 for english and i am 100% sure i hit on the button number 2. when the operator picked it up, she still speaks malay and goes on with that language. which part of that is press 2 for english? hmmm i guess only the part where they said "thank you,you've choosen english"."salamat pagi?

legitimate dictionary defines: TYPING RETARDATION

2009-01-14T03:56:00.000-08:00

similar to mental retardation,typing retardation is no laughing matter. typing retardation only exist in the virtual medium where people who uses the qwerty or any other keyboard to express themselves. there really isn't much difference in mental retardation as u constantly see someone who's facing this problem have to go through a repetative series of action. for example someone who is mentally retarded MIGHT shake his or her head to the left side before forming ,during saying and after completing the statement. for a person who have typing retardation, they must constantly press the shift button and letting it go at every single alphabet that they have typed.

ie. of typing retardation
omG M@n, tHi$ 1$ $0 co0L oO

i find it hard myself too write like this and i can't imagine how much PAIN AND SUFFERING THEY WENT THROUGH to type like that. apparently the number of typing retardation has been increasing and it it'll probably take years before it will dissapear. typing retardedly is not passed through inheritance but rather due to what society they are involved in.

did you watched raw last nite?

2009-01-14T03:22:00.000-08:00

man last nite's raw was awesome man. two times better than cumming two times in a roll. cena and michaels had a breathtaking performance last nite. it was given ppv time limit for the match and it went absolutely right in a lot of parts. no botches, no unneccassary inteferences, and no win for cena. which is always a good thing. the recent storyline that involved michales and jbl is that michaels is financially broke and he now works for jbl.HUH?WTF? isnt' michales contract still haven't expire? can any wrestler just hire someone else and bring them to their workplace asking them to do their stuff?jbl's not an independent contractor and this storyline makes no sense. supposedly main eventers could make 100000-200000 per ppv and a million at wrestlemania alone. i don't know what hbk been doing on jesus but he sure seems to appear in every single one of the ppv. illogical...wrestling....cowboy hats

randy orton is forming a new faction now with second generation stars. he calls it ''the legacy". after kicking out two other guys last week,they're gonna seek revenge together with ted dibiase. the man who got KAPOW punted on the head by randy. putting him out of action for months. so then they decided to surround orton. then all of a"evolution" sudden, ted dibiase turn on to the other guys and side with randy.HUH?WTF?he just got punted not too long ago and now ur his bitch?not that i'm complaining but how did that even happen?did randy orton calls ted while he's rehabing and have good ol pillow talk?did they just bond nicely in one nite and made a set up?seems to me like, there's another white guy thats just gonna try hard walking slower than randy in the entrance.

vince is coming back next week.AWSUM. always like seeing the boss himself getting involved and man o man, stephanie is looking goood. came along way to be that grown. she fired jericho. boo. oh yea can most of u guys who have stopped watching wrestling already who are reading this believe it?STONE COLD STEVE AUSTIN is in the HALL OF FAME this year. really? THIS FAST?yea sure he's the most popular and one of THE VERY BEST, but still this fast? i mean hogan who was the biggest wrestler outside and inside wrestling in the 70s and 80s only got inducted to the hall of fame after 30 years. steve austin only 15 years. undertaker and hbk might be happy for him...or maybe not.

legitimate dictionary defines: COME

2009-01-11T08:24:00.000-08:00

a simple word use by many is meant to invite/lure/to be present at a certain place or etc. however in the modern society, especially in the internet community, the word has been unintentionally changed in terms of the spelling aspects. many users of the word spells come as CUM. yes such phenomenon only occurs in every 1000 years. its change has take over the original word of cum which means the leftover after ejaculation. it is also a popular word used in the adult industry. though its alright when ignored, such word still triggers my senses.

CUM used in a sentence in the modern society:
u wanna cum over?
where should i cum?
cum here!
can i cum over to your place?
dad, my friend's gonna cum.

music: avenged sevenfold.

2009-01-11T07:55:00.000-08:00

self titled album avenged sevenfold is a giant leap of their previous recordings in comparison with their first and second album. personally i'm always disgusted with fans that doesn't agree with the new direction that is decided by the band to go with. even if its a great album, denial is still brought up by the more hardcore and old school fan of a7x. but nevertheless, i've became a fan of avenged sevenfold after they decide to step away from they were before, and it absolutely caught my attention. the new album consist of fewer tracks but i'm alright with it. soem fo the songs stick in my head for months and even till now(its a 2008 or 2007 album i think).

after months of listening, the song that really got stucked in my head is a song call gunslinger. it's a lil simple than what the guitarist usually do but hey its a great track nonetheless. the solo is pretty easy to learn and it sounded awesome.

this isn't the official music video of the song but i thought it was fan made pretty well.and the dialogue is not part of the song. its from some movie which its title i couldn't remember.
i will learn this someday.

biz news

2009-01-10T08:04:00.000-08:00

recession in the states leads to a staggering number of 2.6 million of job losses.

the percentage could very much reach a percentage of 10. surpassing a normal rate of unemployment.

counting the december of last year alone, half a million of jobs have been taken away from the citizens of the states.

impacting white collar and blue collar workers. degree holders and non graduates may have difficulties in acquiring a new job.

about 500 companies have to close its business with depressing results of its 4th quarters.

walmart facing low sales in the holiday season and were said to be shocked.

prediction of more job losses of 1.5 to 2 million in the year 2009.

preface for reblogging

2009-01-09T06:46:00.000-08:00

couz got my console, deleted sims, lighter schedule, constantly on the web. these are the factors that made me got back into this lil platform for me to express my thoughts and opinions. so i'm gonna start all over again soon with a lil variation towards the stuff i'm writting. actually not much though. will blog again someday. not now coz i've spend some time on changing the look of the page that got me sick of writing. and yea i am totally goin with the dictionary gimmick over here. later.